I've been training my mind and spirit as hard as the body. I'm beat up, week in and week out. My knee aches from the loads on my back, my head hurts from the stress and worry of my wife's health (working two jobs), and my spirit is tested with the challenge of changing my lifestyle for the better.
I'm experimenting with the idea of tempering my mind with steel. It's a toughening up of my view of the world, and it's made me empathetic towards others at times. But, I continually remind myself to remain grounded in humility. For every success we acquire, we must remain humble in the failures encountered to get there.
There are some amazing youtubers and athletes who write up articles out there that are in this journey to bring out the best in themselves. I find that as we begin to grow stronger, in body and mind, the effect we have on those around us threaten to change us, for better or for worse. Some will be intimidated by change; others, frustrated that we aren't who we were before.
I stand by what I've said from time to time. Surround yourself with people who want to succeed. Surround yourself with people that make a positive impact on your life. Allow your influence to enter the lives of those who are "falling behind." Help them - don't be empathetic. Let your actions speak louder than your words. And lastly remember that sometimes, like many of us were at some point in our lives, those who refuse to better themselves are content with their lives as it is already.
School is expensive as heck. I don't want to be caught in the "rat race." Training is a love/hate, though right now I love it and look forward to it everyday. I'm thankful for every moment I spend with my wife - one of the few who push me beyond any imaginable limit.
I must continue to push. I must continue to strive and strengthen myself: body and mind.
'Til next time, keep squattin.
